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Wednesday, March 3, 2010


The Work of Divine Mercy 

by Susan Fox

March 3, 2010 --- Today I emptied the dishwasher and loaded it.

I doubt my accomplishment impresses you. But two weeks ago, I was looking down a barrel of a gun, facing open heart surgery or certain death.

Such an experience is certainly frightening, but very beneficial. I had to face the fact that the timing of my potential death was disconcerting because I was not good enough to go -- yet. I guess I thought I had some benchmark to reach and I’d failed to get there. I was conscious of all my sins of omission.

What one has failed to do -- I discovered -- is very important when facing a deadline like death.

It was a very sudden and unexpected deadline as I’ve struggled with illness for 15 years, but I thought it was my mundane stomach that troubled me, and I never realized that it was really a silent killer -- my heart.

Thankfully, I poured out my fears to the Lord and He reassured me. Though my sins were indeed scarlet, He Himself would make up

what I lacked. I could trust Him. So I went into surgery in that frame of mind after receiving the Catholic sacraments of Eucharist, Confession and Sacrament of the Sick. 

And here I am recovering my health, with the sole desire to just live and experience life in whatever form it takes – spending time with my family and friends, doing dishes, daily walks, eating and resting. 

But don’t imagine that grace of trust came out of the blue without years of preparation.

Eight years ago, I joined a group called the Eucharistic Apostles of The Divine Mercy. We study the Diary of St. Faustina, the Catholic Catechism and the Scripture. St. Faustina was the first saint canonized in this millennium, and Our Lord called her the Secretary of His Mercy. Our Lord said that His Mercy was His greatest attribute. He said the greater the sinner the more he had the right to God’s Mercy. Now I can attest to that. But until two weeks ago it was just intellectual knowledge.

I remember when I first joined the group, I was not much attracted to the concept of God’s Mercy, St. Faustina, her diary or the picture that was painted based on her visions. It shows the resurrected Christ coming out of the dark with two rays of light coming from his side, one red and one white for the waters of Baptism and the Sacraments of Eucharist and Penance.

The Church is a bride conceived on the cross from the blood and water that poured from the side of Christ.
“But one of the soldiers pierced
His side with a spear, and immediately blood and water came out.” (John 19.34) And such a bride has to resemble her husband in suffering. That’s why children are baptized to be priest, prophet and king. Priest means victim. Christ is the Suffering Servant and so is His Bride, the Church. The triumph of each Christian life is the cross.

Now while I am part of that Church, and that does make me a bride of Christ, that part about suffering and dying, I just wanted to leave that job entirely to Jesus Christ. I wanted to be comfortable. But two weeks ago, that state definitely eluded me. The cross has a way of sneaking up on you.

And so it was with Divine Mercy. Eight years ago I was not attracted to it. But I joined the Eucharistic Apostles anyway because when I looked at my daily experiences and asked God, “What are you teaching me?” the word mercy came up repeatedly.

In fact, it seemed like His plan of Mercy would play a big role in my life – whether I liked it or not.

So for eight years I went to a weekly meeting to discuss God’s mercy. I read St. Faustina’s Diary multiple times, all the Scripture passages about God’s Mercy and the Pope’s encyclical on Divine Mercy. Like Jacob wrestling with God all night, I struggled with His Mercy up until two weeks ago.

Suddenly, facing death I understood His Mercy. Yes, I wasn’t ready. In fact, NOTHING I could ever do could prepare me for death or suffering. But He would take care of everything.

I stood at the foot of the cross as the soldier pieced his side and blood and water came out. And I caught the grace of that blessed moment. “Eye has not seen, nor has ear heard, neither has it entered into the heart of man, the things which God has prepared for them that love him.” (1 Corinthians 2:9)


  1. Yesterday I read only part of this testimony. It seemed as if it had got published incomplete. It may have a problem with my phone on which I was trying to read it. Don't know. In any event it was good enough to rouse my curiosity. I wanted to know the author cum patient was. I've just managed to go through the entire experience. It's always good to read an honest testimony. There's more power in it that way. I thank God for giving you a better appreciation of Divine Mercy, St Faustina's role, her diary etc.
    This morning ie before I got the chance to read this article, I received a Reflection (on whatsap) which I'm pasting verbatim because I feel it tells how God makes up for what is lacking in us. All we need is to trust in Him. On that note I'll paste what I promised.
    It’s Not What it Looks Like


    “…for when I am weak [in human strength],
    then am I [truly] strong (able, powerful in divine strength)”

    (2 Corinthians 12:10,


    No matter what weakness you
    think you may have, no matter what inadequacies or setbacks you’ve encountered,
    God wants to give you His divine strength. He wants to make up the difference
    and put you further ahead than you ever thought possible.

    One time in the Old Testament,
    God simply multiplied the sound of four men’s footsteps and caused them to
    sound like a mighty army. When their enemies heard them, they took off running.
    There were thousands of enemy troops running for their lives, scared to death,
    thinking they were being attacked by a massive army when in fact, it was just
    four people! What happened? God made up the difference.

    Friend, God can make you seem
    bigger than you really are. He can make you look more powerful. He knows how to
    multiply your influence, your strength, your talent and your income. Don’t just
    look at what you have in your hand; look at what Almighty God can do with it!
    You don’t have to figure it all out. All you have to do is put your trust in
    Him and let Him work because when you do, He will lead you and guide you into
    victory all the days of your life!


    Heavenly Father, today I commit every area of my life to You. I
    trust that You are working behind the scenes on my behalf. Use me for Your
    glory as I put my faith and hope in You in Jesus’ name. Amen.

    My comment would be incomplete if I don't share a bit more that happened. I visited Jesus who was in The Holy Monstrance waiting for visitors. I was blessed to be one of them. Before leaving, I visited the image of Divine Mercy. This picture actually was placed in various parts of the Cathedral( different walls) and finally as 1 Priest explained , it found its final place. Above the Baptistry. The Priest said it wasn't a matter of chance. The rays flow towards the Baptistry, the womb of the Church. Our son & god children have been Baptized there.
    Jesus,we trust in You!
    I commended our trio to His Mercy as tomorrow their class 12 Board Exams begin. Ma'am Susan thank you for living for Jesus...Thanks to Sir Lawrence n regards to James.
    Edwin Rodrigues

  2. Thanks Susan. I did read this a while back. Worth a go again though.